Ever feel overwhelmed by the needs of everyone around you? I’ll never forget standing atop Hong Kong’s Victoria Peak one moonlit night many years ago, mesmerized by the endless sea of lights and people below. I couldn’t help but think, “If I spent every day working tirelessly for the rest of my life, I could never meet the spiritual hunger in even a fraction of the people living here.*
There is an answer to the question of how our infinitesimal resources can impact the earth’s seemingly infinite needs, and it’s addressed in today’s mediation, which is repeated in all three of the synoptic Gospels: “Give them something to eat.” What? How??
In the story, the twelve weary apostles have just returned from an exhausting mission. Jesus knew they needed rest, so he took them away to a deserted area. However, thousands of people were fascinated by Jesus’s teachings (and particularly his miraculous ability to heal), so they came crowding together to see him.
The apostles patiently weathered Jesus welcoming, teaching, and healing the crowds all day, but by evening, they were more than done! Now, besides being physically and emotionally drained, they were very likely “hangry” (which is a recent and very descriptive portmanteau in English expressing the nearly universal feelings of irritability when we’re so hungry that we become angry).
Therefore, the apostles did the logical, natural, reasonable thing: They told Jesus to send the people away, so they could scavenge for food in the surrounding villages. Fat chance! My husband was one of the 400,000+ young people who crammed into the music festival at Woodstock fifty-one years ago. Food wasn’t on the menu. Music was. Rain was. Traffic jams were. It was an incredible mess. Scavenging enough food wasn’t possible.
Where would 5,000 people (plus women and children) get enough food to eat in a “desolate place” near the little village of Bethsaida (archeological remains of which cover only 20 acres)? Doubtless, they would not! So, why did Jesus respond with an impossible suggestion? “You give them something to eat” (Matthew 14:16; Mark 6:37; Luke 9:13).
To test them, of course! Jesus knew his weary disciples didn’t have the resources to meet the needs of the masses! So, when they pointed out the obvious—the impossibility—Jesus gave them a simple assignment that they could follow. He told them to have the people sit down in groups.
Once resting with lots of other people, Jesus took the food that he and the apostles had on hand (which was only five loaves of bread and two fish), blessed them, broke them, and passed them out to his disciples, who distributed them among the groups of people.
Some people suggest that the miracle wasn’t Jesus multiplying the loaves and fish, but that the people themselves, touched by the unselfish example of Christ and the apostles, shared what they had with one another. The Bible doesn’t explain what happened; it simply states that the disciples distributed what Jesus gave them, that everyone ate to the point of satisfaction, and that there were twelve baskets full of broken pieces of food left over.
I believe it’s completely possible that God miraculously multiplied the five loaves and two fish, because there is an Old Testament account of God miraculously filling the widow’s jars with oil (2 Kings 4). The wording of the texts does not declare that Jesus made bread out of bread, but it does say that the people understood what happened that day as a sign proving that Jesus was the promised Prophet to come.
No matter how you interpret the event, let’s not miss a few obvious points:
- The disciples knew they couldn’t provide for the people’s needs themselves but were willing to obey Jesus.
- The people were organized into groups. (I can’t help but think of our local churches.)
- The people’s hunger was met by the actions and example of Jesus, who blessed and gave what he had.
- Everyone was satisfied at the end.
- There were twelve disciples, and twelve baskets of broken pieces gathered at the end so that “nothing be lost.” If we follow Jesus, we will be broken, but nothing will be lost!
- Not long afterward, Jesus taught us all that there is something more important than physical bread, and that is spiritual bread: “Jesus answered them, ‘Truly, truly, I say to you, you are seeking me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves. Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on him God the Father has set his seal.‘ Then they said to him, ‘What must we do, to be doing the works of God?’ Jesus answered them, ‘This is the work of God, that you believe in him whom he has sent.‘ So they said to him, ‘Then what sign do you do, that we may see and believe you? What work do you perform? Our fathers ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written, ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’ Jesus then said to them, ‘Truly, truly, I say to you, it was not Moses who gave you the bread from heaven, but my Father gives you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is he who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.‘ They said to him, ‘Sir, give us this bread always.’ Jesus said to them, ‘I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst. But I said to you that you have seen me and yet do not believe. All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never cast out. For I have come down from heaven, not to do my own will but the will of him who sent me. And this is the will of him who sent me, that I should lose nothing of all that he has given me, but raise it up on the last day. For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who looks on the Son and believes in him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up on the last day‘” (John 6:26-40).
Texts for this meditation (all in the ESV—English Standard Version): John 6:1-14, “After this Jesus went away to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, which is the Sea of Tiberias. And a large crowd was following him, because they saw the signs that he was doing on the sick. Jesus went up on the mountain, and there he sat down with his disciples. Now the Passover, the feast of the Jews, was at hand. Lifting up his eyes, then, and seeing that a large crowd was coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, ‘Where are we to buy bread, so that these people may eat?’ He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he would do. Philip answered him, ‘Two hundred denarii worth of bread would not be enough for each of them to get a little.’ One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to him, ‘There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish, but what are they for so many?’ Jesus said, ‘Have the people sit down.’ Now there was much grass in the place. So the men sat down, about five thousand in number. Jesus then took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated. So also the fish, as much as they wanted. And when they had eaten their fill, he told his disciples, ‘Gather up the leftover fragments, that nothing may be lost.’ So they gathered them up and filled twelve baskets with fragments from the five barley loaves left by those who had eaten. When the people saw the sign that he had done, they said, ‘This is indeed the Prophet who is to come into the world!‘” Luke 9:10-17, “On their return the apostles told him all that they had done. And he took them and withdrew apart to a town called Bethsaida. When the crowds learned it, they followed him, and he welcomed them and spoke to them of the kingdom of God and cured those who had need of healing. Now the day began to wear away, and the twelve came and said to him, “Send the crowd away to go into the surrounding villages and countryside to find lodging and get provisions, for we are here in a desolate place.” But he said to them, “You give them something to eat.” They said, “We have no more than five loaves and two fish—unless we are to go and buy food for all these people.” For there were about five thousand men. And he said to his disciples, “Have them sit down in groups of about fifty each.” And they did so, and had them all sit down. And taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven and said a blessing over them. Then he broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples to set before the crowd. And they all ate and were satisfied. And what was left over was picked up, twelve baskets of broken pieces.” Matthew 14:13-21, “Now when Jesus heard this, he withdrew from there in a boat to a desolate place by himself. But when the crowds heard it, they followed him on foot from the towns. When he went ashore he saw a great crowd, and he had compassion on them and healed their sick. Now when it was evening, the disciples came to him and said, “This is a desolate place, and the day is now over; send the crowds away to go into the villages and buy food for themselves.” But Jesus said, “They need not go away; you give them something to eat.” They said to him, “We have only five loaves here and two fish.” And he said, “Bring them here to me.” Then he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass, and taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven and said a blessing. Then he broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds. And they all ate and were satisfied. And they took up twelve baskets full of the broken pieces left over. And those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.” Mark 6:30-44, “The apostles returned to Jesus and told him all that they had done and taught. And he said to them, ‘Come away by yourselves to a desolate place and rest a while.’ For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in the boat to a desolate place by themselves. Now many saw them going and recognized them, and they ran there on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them. When he went ashore he saw a great crowd, and he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. And he began to teach them many things. And when it grew late, his disciples came to him and said, “This is a desolate place, and the hour is now late. Send them away to go into the surrounding countryside and villages and buy themselves something to eat.” But he answered them, “You give them something to eat.” And they said to him, “Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give it to them to eat?” And he said to them, “How many loaves do you have? Go and see.” And when they had found out, they said, “Five, and two fish.” Then he commanded them all to sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in groups, by hundreds and by fifties. And taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven and said a blessing and broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples to set before the people. And he divided the two fish among them all. And they all ate and were satisfied. And they took up twelve baskets full of broken pieces and of the fish. And those who ate the loaves were five thousand men.”
(*Just for the record, I didn’t have a camera on the trip to Victoria Peak that I described in the first paragraph, but I do have this photo from a much later trip, taken from Hong Kong harbor.)